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Giving up my dreams, hopes and imaginations…

Sometimes strong feelings just have to take the stage. Today I’m pouring my heart out with Shell @ Things I can’t Say. After having a hard weekend – and a hard Monday – I realized a few things… and now...

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If I won the lottery…

This week I started playing the lottery again. I’ve only played a few times in my life before this… and I think (at most) what I’ve won is $5. Maybe. But when it was brought to my attention that the...

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Shame…

I don’t know really when the thoughts started. But I know it was well before I entered middle school. Thoughts that I wasn’t good enough. That I didn’t belong or fit in. That really no one cared. Even...

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So I had a dream…

It’s not often that I remember the dreams I have. When I do, it’s less often that I actually write things down to “analyze” them later. But that’s what I did this morning. There were 3 parts of the...

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Debating future path…

As I am preparing for #BlogHer12 next week (oh my goodness – one week!!!), I’ve been thinking a lot about the inevitable question that will be asked of me probably about 100 times each day. “What do...

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This is not going to be home for long…

This weekend was a cousin’s wedding. It was a gorgeous ceremony and fun reception filled with seeing people that I hadn’t seen in months… and in some cases, years. Inevitably, the question always comes...

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I forgive…

You know how I said on Thursday that I was going to do everything? Yeah, well… I can’t. This shouldn’t surprise most of you… but I knew that I was setting out for a huge endeavor to try to do NaBloPoMo...

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Another year…

The title of this post doesn’t sound all that “happy” as I read it… but know that I am happy when I say it. It is a time that brings new hope. Another year to expand my horizons. Another year to find...

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It’s just too late…

I’m writing this post on a Monday night long after I should be sleeping. Rejeuvenating this body that so desperately needs the rest so that I can accomplish all of the amazing things I have yet to...

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End It…

I’ve been watching CrossPoint Church online over the past few months on Sunday nights. Pete Wilson (whose book I’m currently reading) is the pastor there and this past week… moved me to tears. He and...

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Not a voice of the year…

A few months ago a conversation happened on twitter. Actually multiple conversations about this same topic. And I wish I hadn’t ever said anything to begin with there. The topic? Whether it was ok for...

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Regret…

I’ve been living with regrets for a long time. All the things I wish I had done differently, they kind of rule my thoughts at times. I play the game of “I wish…” far too often, but haven’t changed much...

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Get motivated…

I found this YouTube video earlier today and it totally inspired me. I hope it inspires you too…

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Shame…

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